GoodPrincess

Always the same problem. I have some good friends and then I get bored, I ignore them, I’m not in the mood to do things with them. I take everything personally and don’t talk about it with them. And the distance grows.I wanna get reconnected with my old friends, I only chat with them on the internet, and I wanna make new ones that have a vivid spirit and they are crazy like me and love to do interesting things.I want them to respect my choices, feel they can trust me, never leave me outside of anything. I wanna share my secrets and my worries with them and let them support me and give me advice.

I will get started in less than two months.

I’ve been a waitress since I finished highschool, 8 years now. I realised I don’t like it anymore. I lack skills for everything else and I’m afraid to get an office job which requires responsibility, effort etc. Being a waitress can absorb you for ever. Easy money, music, drinks and fun. This is why I was always going back. I tried to stop it and search for something else and I caught myself going back to it cause I was used to this job, I knew how to act there, it was familiar and safe. But not this time. I took lessons and got my certificate in computer and internet literacy.I got office elegant clothes, made some resumes and started going to interviews. I got hired in most of the companies that interviewed me but I was afraid to start. I then worked as a secretary twice, for two different companies but only for a week in each of them because I was scared of the new environment and field. But I don’t care it was that short because I know I’m taking little steps and eventually I will get a job as a secretary and I will feel confident and able to manage tasks. My dream isn’t being a secretary though, but from now on this will be the way I make money to study the major I love and then make my dream job come true.