so in the past few months, I’ve really reevaluated myself.
when I once despised my parents and resented every rule they put forth, I’ve now come to an acceptance.
This year I asked for nothing for my birthday.
I now care more about the environment and keeping my body healthy. I don’t do any of the things to damage myself, like smoke. and drink. I’m over all of that.
I really actually, DO, care.
Mar 17, 2007, 03:17PM PDT | 4 cheers | 1 comment
so i wanted to get this done for a really long time, before i’d even met Chelsea. chelsea is one of my best friends, but a few months ago she did a really asshole thing. After I told her I wanted mine she decided she wanted hers too. So we were going to do it together, however she went off and did it without me one afternoon. And i’m still pissed. Now if I did it, I’d be copying her.
I need to think of a new piercing to get.
Feb 11, 2007, 11:37AM PST | 3 comments
it’s great. of course it’s great. especially since i love him and everything, but come now i’m so afraid. i’m only FOURTEEN. i’m sure if anyone else reads this they’ll call me a slut, say I don’t know what i’m doing. My mother would say he pressured me. she’d murder me. and now what’s worse is that we do it so often… and i’m deathly afraid that i’m pregnant or will become pregnant. and i can’t. because i’m a straight A student. I’m the best of the best. I’m innocent and not that pretty. Girls like me, don’t get pregnant. But it’s always the kinds that don’t, that do. Which is what makes me scared.
Feb 01, 2007, 07:52PM PST | 8 comments