HealthyKitten

Really good book. Can’t remember the author. Has made me more aware of “real food”

So much to say. It’s late.
I was pregnant. Now I’m not :(
It’s been a month, I was incredibly sad, now i’m hopeful. I will try again.

Master Your Metabolism, by Jillian Michaels
Winning by Losing, by Jillian Michaels
New Moon (Yes I have become a Twilight geek)

I really, really want to become pregnant soon. My husband and I have talked about it and we are both ready. I stopped taking my birth control pills a few days ago, so I guess now I just need to be patient and let my body get use to not being on the pill…

so good. Read it in one day while sick at home.

It took me awhile to get into it, but once I did I really enjoyed it.

I didn’t really think I would like this, as I am not really into politics (I should be!). I ended up enjoying it.

Confessions of a Shopaholic
Shopaholic Takes Manhattan
Shopaholic Ties the Knot
Shopaholic & Sister
Shopaholic & Baby

So good! I could read them all again RIGHT NOW!

I really wanted to like this job, but I just don’t know. There are days when it is okay, but most days are incredibly stressful for me. The environment I work in deals with life and death, which makes me feel anxious most of the time. Everyday is stressful, it is such an unprofessional atmosphere.

I keep telling myself to give it a full year. I’ve heard over and over again people telling me that it takes a new nurse at least a year to feel comfortable at work.

But truthfully I no longer know if nursing is for me.

Down another 3.6 pounds this week!!

The truth is, I had the stomach flu…

waterproof Lancome eyeliner today. Tomorrow I will try it!

Today was the sort of day that made me hate my job. I really felt like I could not do a single thing right today. And…I almost cried. I seriously had to bite my tongue and take deep breaths in order to fight back the tears. I want to be good at what I do, but maybe I just don’t have what it takes for this job…

Usually If I am wearing eyeliner for an evening out it’s okay, but when I am at work for 8 hours (and I should note that I tend to sweat at my job….I know…yuck!) my eyeliner does not stay put. Because of this I just avoid wearing it. But I really want to start wearing it and therefore need to find a brand that will work for me. I guess it’s time to take a trip to Sephora, or some such place.

After going out for drinks last week with a couple of girls from work, I had the idea that I should make it a priority to get to know the people I work with. The more they become “friends” rather than “co-workers”, the more it will become enjoyable to go to work.
So I think I will invite some people from work out for drinks again!

I lost 1.2 pounds this week, which brings me to a total of 12 pounds lost.
What is really exciting is that my jeans are fitting a little looser, which makes me see that my body is slowly changing after all. I still have at least 50 more pounds to go, but I am trying to look at it in terms of smaller goals. For example I am looking forward to reaching 15 pounds, which is only three pounds away!
Small steps!

loved it!

I forget which author this is translated by, but I really enjoyed it’s simple messages.

by Eckhart Tolle. I liked it although it was sort of hard to get through.

i lost 2.2 lbs this week, for a total loss of 10.2!!! I’m so happy that I made it to the 10 pound mark (still 45-50 more to go…). This week I added some exercise, and although I did indulge a little, I ate reasonable portions.

Just finished it. Loved it!