HeartOfHorror

1.Suprises
2.Late night conversations
3.Pictures
4.Halloween
5.Meeting new chill people, who are intriguing and genuine
6.People that actually care about talking to me- and will take a second out of there day to say Hi to me and mean it
7.The unconventional
8.Rollercoasters
9.Soccer
10.Scattergories
11.Hugs, kisses
12.Close group conversations
13.Reading
14.Good hair days for good occasions
15.Nip/Tuck
16.People I can just sit around with and chill
17.Team speed
18.Finding clothes that fit right
19.Horror movies
20.Acceptance
21.Parks
22.Sing-alongs in the car
23.Letting loose and never being ashamed
24.Art
25.History/History channel
26.Philosophy
27.When people trust me
28.Culture
29.Indie films
30.Piercings/niccce tats
31.traits/hobbies/habits that make us different and human
32.People who are over themselves and don’t act like they’re better then anyone else
33.Shows with friends
34.Sleep
35.Being close to people
36.Being invited places/being asked out/when people want to spend time with me
37.Just sitting around and talking
38.Documentaries
39.Beach/surfing
40.Openess and comfort
41.Postsecret
42.Being complimented
43.Adventures
44.Roadtrips
45.St. Augustine
46.5 points
47.Villalba
48.Rock climbing
49.Bookstores
50.Dreams/daydreams
51.Cold weather
52.Sledding
53.October/fall
54.Swimming/jumping into a pool with all your clothes on
55.My monroe & septum
56.Fireworks
57.Night time
58.Good feelings of butterflies in your stomach
59.Feeling attractive
60.Laughing until my ribs hurt or I’m crying
61.Deep/Serious conversations or completely ridiculous conversations & the people who have them with me
62.Unplanned hangouts
63.The Perks of Being a Wallflower
64.Travel
65.Looking out into the sky or ocean
66.Unconditional love
67.Meaning something to someone
68.Not being alone
69.Mixed cds and cds from friends
70.Trying new things
71.Creativity and new ideas
72.Video games
73.Inside jokes
74.Thunderstorms
75.Graffiti/vandalized places
76.Good deals
77.Not eating alot
78.Haunted/Scary/Abandoned places
79.Free stuff
80.Interesting/Informative/Funny notes from friends
81.Finding out someones like me
82.The dead body game
83.Dressing up
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really stop, because it sucks to be this way. I’m human, I fuck up and I don’t look perfect. I want this to stop.

1-22-07
I don’t like where I’m headed.