Heather5967

I am trying to make myself realize that because he is gone doesn’t mean I am. It will be 3 weeks tomorrow and I am not over him yet. We dated for a year, but were together just about every single day. He was an amazing person on the way deep inside somewhere. I put all of my faith in that he would change and be a better person, but the verbal abuse never changed. The hateful way about him never changed, he ghetto insides, nor pusher heart would never have seen the light for me and my daughter. He loved his life and wouldn’t have changed it for the world. And now that I think about it, it’s a blessing but still hurts. I know this is better for me and my daughter and I have to accept that God was really watching out for me on this one because this could have ended way worse, and was probably headed that a way. I want to love me and love who I can be no love who I could try to make out of someone.