I am so tired of being degraded and being treated as if I am a kid. I do my job and I know my job. I do it right but no matter what I do my manager likes to degrade me by calling to tell me to go to the bank when I always do. She does not always go herself. I have had to pick up her messes also and I am sick of it. She does not like how I do things so she changed them when I do it to the book.
Heidimadsen's Life List
1. write my autobiography
2. find a job that i love and be well paid for it
3. type faster
4. be with the one person I love
5. be the person Christ wants me to be
6. ride my bike more
7. Not to feel so loney
8. Not to feel so degraded by others
9. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
I met someone else now. I love him so much. His name is Chris. He cares for me a lot and I for him. He is my ex-boyfriend friend. He does have a job and works hard. We have known each other a short time but we seem to click better. I have not met him in person but I have seen picture. We have talked many hours on the phone and nothing on the internet. We have talked about so much that we both feel that we want to be together. He calms me down when I am upset. We talk things through before acting on it. We want to get married this summer. He wants me to be with him and I want to be with him.
I do not get along with my ex-boyfriend. he turned out to be very lazy and did not want to work. He would not even clean up with out me getting into his face.
Chris called me to see what happened between me and Derek and I told him that Derek lied and was lazy. Chris and I got to talking and we have not stopped. I need a change in my life. Chris has been there for me when I needed to talk and I want to be with him. I am going to meet him in Nov. and spend a week with him.
We fell in love with each others hearts and not looks.
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