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Hel




I'm doing 42 things
  

Hel's Life List

  2. 1. commit suicide
    1 entry . 3 cheers     		1,284 people
  3. 2. be normal
    1 cheer     		87 people
  4. 3. be pretty
    1 cheer     		654 people
  5. 4. be happy
    4 cheers     		21,917 people
  6. 5. Be loved
    3 cheers     		1,843 people
  7. 6. be perfect
    1 cheer     		321 people
  8. 7. Be confident
    2 cheers     		1,234 people
  9. 8. feel beautiful
    4 cheers     		2,059 people
  10. 9. love myself
    4 cheers     		4,456 people
  11. 10. love life
    4 cheers     		357 people
  12. 11. To live instead of exist
    3 cheers     		10,887 people
  13. 12. find a true friend
    4 cheers     		136 people
  14. 13. lose weight
    1 cheer     		36,498 people
  15. 14. be slim
    		101 people
  16. 15. get rich
    		2,075 people
  17. 16. be popular
    		397 people
  18. 17. become a vegan
    2 cheers     		524 people
  19. 18. save animals
    2 cheers     		148 people
  20. 19. beat social anxiety
    1 entry . 7 cheers     		415 people
  21. 20. Beat my depression
    1 entry . 5 cheers     		1,683 people
  22. 21. beat Binge Eating Disorder
    1 cheer     		10 people
  23. 22. Be a better blogger
    1 cheer     		1,456 people
  24. 23. Get more people to read my Blog
    1 entry     		721 people
  25. 24. become a better writer
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		398 people
  26. 25. Write better poetry
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		69 people
  27. 26. finish my poems
    		3 people
  28. 27. learn to draw
    1 cheer     		1,986 people
  29. 28. learn to paint
    2 cheers     		1,160 people
  30. 29. Create art everyday
    4 cheers     		5 people
  31. 30. Get a tattoo
    1 cheer     		20,264 people
  32. 31. pierce my eyebrow
    		134 people
  33. 32. pierce my lip
    1 cheer     		421 people
  34. 33. Stay a teen
    2 cheers     		2 people
  35. 34. Stop having unrealistic goals
    1 cheer     		1 person
  36. 35. have lucid dreams.
    3 cheers     		83 people
  37. 36. not be afraid of the dark
    2 cheers     		39 people
  38. 37. not be afraid of ghosts
    2 cheers     		22 people
  39. 38. Learn to say no
    		1,061 people
  40. 39. Spend more time with my dog
    1 cheer     		153 people
  41. 40. groom my dog regularly
    		2 people
  42. 41. Swim with dolphins
    2 cheers     		7,376 people
  43. 42. cover my room with magazine clippings
    2 cheers     		2 people
Recent entries
Write better poetry
Today’s Forecast 4 years ago

A nobody, wishing to fade

A loner with no life; Silence is deafening

Drowning in sorrow, soft mourns unheard

It’s bleak

Today’s forecast: Showers down my cheeks

Consumed with anger, filled with hatred

I’m not myself; Set me free

Blade to bare flesh; I breathe

So alive

Today’s forecast: Thunder of my heartbeat

Possessed with evil, I was robbed

My world crumbles; Shattered pieces

Food for comfort, fear of society

Heal me

Today’s forecast: Dark clouds around hope

My poems: http://hellraising.diaryland.com/mypoetry.html

Comments would be greatly appreciated

May 02, 2005, 08:04AM PDT | 2 comments


Beat my depression
Tears of Blood 4 years ago

Someone… Anyone… Listen to my plea…

For if no one were to save me…

Then death… it shall be…

~Me

My online diary – http://hellraising.diaryland.com

Apr 22, 2005, 03:10AM PDT | 9 comments


beat social anxiety
Social Anxiety Disorder 4 years ago

Is anyone else housebound?

Apr 22, 2005, 03:06AM PDT | 1 cheer | 3 comments


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become ambidextrous Get my name on Imdb.com publish a book Read more books learn to use a sewing machine scuba dive in the great barrier reef serenade someone Divide by zero knit foxyboxing wants to get laser hair removal go to europe burn cd's off of limewire watch Full House episodes at any time lose a stone Learn to play the guitar be pretty Join the Peace Corps put on weight buy a hamburger phone drink wine in ITALY! katiya123 wants to stop picking my skin Stop blaming others stop being superficial create a band make a soundtrack to my life be more spontaneous find out why I'm no good at relationships
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