HijackMyMind

When I was younger, I was able to run a mile in 6 minutes. I use to love running and exercising back than, I have no idea why I stopped.

I’m slowly getting back into the routine of things. For the past few weeks I have been walking/running 2 miles a day and on every other weekend I go to the pool and swim a mile.

I’m already starting to feel good about my body and myself in general. It feels great, I can’t wait to see more improvements.

I never had a serious boyfriend before. I’ve been on dates and have guys crush on me and all, but I never had that strong mutual connection with a guy where I know he really likes me and I really like him and become intimate emotionally and physically.

People say I must be picky, but truly I’m not. I just have bad timing and bad luck I suppose.

I can’t wait until I get a true boyfriend. Hopefully sooner than I think. <3

I use to be a very shy and low self-esteem girl and still am a little bit. I can’t carry a conversation very well with new people or look at them in the eye. I have always been called pretty, talented, sweet, and all those other stuff, so I have no idea why I have low confidence.

A lot of times when I didn’t talk or talk much, people would think I was being stand-offish and stuck up, when really I just didn’t know what to say because I’d get tongue tied.

I need to teach myself that I am no better or worse than anyone else. I have to stop being afraid that I’ll make a fool out of myself and learn that it’s okay to be just me.