So this is what happened. I am a senior in college, and should be going back to finish this school year. BUT I’m not. Instead I’m working in S. Korea to save some money for my tuition.
Originally, I was supposed to be studying abroad here at a great university. But that didn’t work out for financial reasons. So what ended up happening was that I bought a plane ticket for the sole reason that my boyfriend was going to study abroad at this university. I just wanted to spend time with him here in Korea, at first. Then I was fortunate enough to be offered a job by his family, and now I’m a very reputable private English tutor.
However, now that the school year was on its way, it felt like my boyfriend began to leave me out of his life. He never called, or sent me a text just to say he was busy. I understand that this is a chance of his lifetime and I don’t want to be a burden. But I was a bit shocked for him to say he can’t do this (meaning the relationship). We got into a fight, for the reason that I felt that I was here alone and he didn’t notice that I came to Korea too. I’m not Korean, I don’t speak a word of it. My boyfriend is the opposite, he is Korean and speaks it fluently. I know that he is worried that I may become a nagging, crazy girlfriend, and he can’t take the chance of being distracted with that while he is studying here. So I asked for a chance. I overreacted about many things, I know that. And boyfriends aren’t very willing to be with girls like that. He asked me a few months ago to marry him when we get back to America and finish school. AND now he just walked away from me, while I’m living with his family and he is living on campus. And I’m trying so hard to make a good impression on his family, so that a future for me and him would be possible.
My question is, if i’m doing great as far as work, should I wait for him? I love him and I know he loves me too. BUt If we stay together right now, he feels he may hurt me more without really having the intention. Or am I too young to be so caught up in this? I’m only 21 and I realize that this fact would be what many people will tell me. But hes my best friend. What should I do, forget or wait?
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