but I know it is better not to stay friends for a while. I miss him so badly. Today my best friend called and said that she took my things from him. (They live in a different country, so I couldn’t take them myself.) And now I think: She is so incredibly lucky that she saw him today.. God, I miss him his so much.
HopingFlower's Life List
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1. not call my ex
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2. move on
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3. change myself, change the way i look at life
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4. Pamper myself once a week
2 entries . 35 cheers17 people -
5. Make more romantic gestures
3 entries . 6 cheers3 people -
6. learn to trust
1 entry . 5 cheers422 people -
7. study museum pedagogy
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8. take my camera everywhere and take pictures of thoses amazing mundane things that blow my mind
1 entry . 13 cheers40 people -
9. Make a quilt
5 cheers1,236 people -
10. study harder
7 cheers500 people -
11. be true to myself
1 entry . 25 cheers444 people -
12. stop being ashamed of the way I am
1 entry . 26 cheers6 people -
13. become a good teacher
1 entry . 20 cheers31 people -
14. be there for friends and family when they need me
1 entry . 5 cheers5 people -
15. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
8 entries . 9 cheers7,905 people -
16. experiment in writing
1 entry . 6 cheers2 people -
17. start writing poetry again
1 entry . 13 cheers193 people -
18. Stop being scared of failure
18 cheers39 people -
19. love without fear
2 entries . 8 cheers1,846 people -
20. live in harmony with my surroundings
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21. learn to cook well
2 entries . 10 cheers349 people -
22. do volunteer work
2 entries . 12 cheers616 people -
23. have a thankful heart for the things I have been graciously given
9 cheers5 people -
24. take life less seriously
6 cheers116 people -
25. follow my dreams
1 entry . 13 cheers339 people -
26. be less shy
1 entry . 8 cheers3,050 people -
27. not worry about what others think of me
8 cheers779 people -
28. be less selfish
1 entry . 3 cheers597 people -
29. Kiss in the rain
1 entry . 2 cheers15,128 people -
30. open myself up to people more
8 cheers32 people -
31. visit my grandparents more often
1 entry . 7 cheers45 people -
32. leave little messages, quotations,pieces of art etc. for strangers to find
1 entry . 16 cheers206 people -
33. learn to sew
2 cheers4,061 people -
34. learn Japanese
2 entries . 15 cheers10,758 people -
35. read good Japanese literature
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36. make a book of family recipes
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37. Jog 3 times a week
2 entries . 3 cheers20 people -
38. list 43 things that i like about myself
4 entries . 14 cheers137 people -
39. take the risk and simply: ask when I don't understand something!
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40. not think about my ex so much
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41. do one thing every day that scares me
271 people
