When i stoped eating it fixed all my problems, I got the man of my dreams, i was thin, people stoped making fun of me. BUt I’ve gained nearly all my weight back and im practically 140lbs now. It was so easy last time, and when i think about it i dont like food that muchm, I don’t even have a favorite food. I just HAVE to eat. I eat when im bored, it passes the time and keeps me entertained. I have the WORST oral fixationa and i allways have to have something in my mouth, but gum just wont do the trick all the time. I NEED HELP. All of you ladies inspire me to be strong, maybe i can do it this time thanks to you guys.
Mar 03, 2007, 09:52PM PST | 0 comments
as you can see its black and red.
I’m very pleased with it.
Jan 28, 2007, 08:43AM PST | 1 cheer | 1 comment
usedto be filled with pictures of us together. Pictures of the day we went on out on our first “date”. Pictures of the time I actually got her to dress like a girl. Even the picture of me holding a flower under her friendspace is gone. Its just so weird to me. It makes me feel empty and hollow, even for months after our breakup she had those pictures up. Why am I so in love with her, even after what she did to me? I’m the only one whos not afraid to call her out on her lies. It doesnt feel like it’s been a year, it can’t when i see her almost every day of my life. It’s killimng me.
Dec 28, 2006, 10:37PM PST | 1 comment
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