Chelsee Jordan

well i love interesting piercings. This one is very hot so i am very interested in getting it done. I’m kinda scared of regretting it, but whatever happens happens right?

If I could get enough sleep I think life would be a lot better. I would actually stay awake through classes, have more energy, && be happier. I am just always so freakin busy that there is no way I can get atleast 8 hours of sleep. I am lucky if I get 6 hours! Something has to change…

well… i do have to get married first, but I am determined to be an amazing wife. I want to be a great wife, && wonderful mom. I want us to be open with eachother, honest, && have lots of kids. :]

I’ve done SO many things in my life that disappoint my parents, it’s crazy. I hate making them feel like this, but when I’m in the moment… Anyway, i need to do atleast ONE thing to make them happy.

I want to REALLY be loves. Not by one of those jackasses either. I mean someone who wants the very best for me && will do whatever to get it. Thats how i am and i cant be the only person in the world like that…

Every guy is the same. And they all treat me the same. Like shiit. And i’ve taken it. But no more. I WILL get over you Jordan.

Where do I even begin, honestly? I need to appreciate SO many things in life. I take everything for granted. I have money, family, && amazing friends but i don’t ever appreciate any of it. It’s horrible. People give && give && give, but it’s never enough for me. I need to sit down && SERIOUSLY give it some thought…

OCD is so funny. It drives me crazy && makes no sense but it defines me. :]

Where the hell is the guy that actually cares about more than your ass? I honestly am beginning to think that he doesn’t exist. Why do guys always have to play you? Can’t they stick with ONE girl more than a week or so? And why can’t they be honest when you catch them in a fucking lie? If you find “Mr. Right” let me know where he was, && if there are anymore.

I cannot wait to find “the one” and spend the rest of my life with him. :]