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1. See the recently acquired Klimts at the Neue Gallerie in NYC.
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2. Stop being so chickenshit about writing.
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3. Get over the freaking abandonment issues, already.
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4. Stop defining myself as a depressive.
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5. brush up on French.
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6. HAVE a PET CHICKEN!!
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7. Create a Mediterranean garden.
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8. Get better at my job, or learn to like it more.
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9. Hike in Greenland.
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10. Get rid of everything fake.
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11. Get a signature knock-down, drag-out, kill-ya-mutha handbag.
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12. See whether I still like riding horseback.
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13. Write and publish my books, and say, "Screw you!" if someone tries to put me down.
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14. Get rid of furniture I hate.
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15. Promote polite driving.
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16. Let bunnies nest in my front yard.
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17. Live to suit myself.
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18. Have a big gray streak in my hair.
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19. Visit the pyramids in Mexico.
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20. Stop buying into the illusion of security.
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Recent entries

How definitions are relative 3 years ago

These days I still take the antidepressants. But I read journal entries from one year ago, when I had to go off them due to other treatments. I was a different person! I had a big temper, but I was also alive. I didn’t have to wonder how I really felt. I wasn’t complacent. I wasn’t as able to cope (i.e. comply) with unhappy situations, either.

I guess (see, without drugs I’d never qualify a statement) I stay complacent and complicit to direct my energies for now. Pick the fights.

Sep 01, 2006, 03:17PM PDT | 0 comments

Get over the freaking abandonment issues, already.

It's about stubborn refusal to change and grow 3 years ago

You know how many people have abandonment issues? Assloads, that’s how many. Why keep holding onto that self who couldn’t fight back or speak up or just leave, herself? No good reason. My world is my own. To hell with remaining powerless and blaming other people.

Sep 01, 2006, 03:14PM PDT | 0 comments

Get better at my job, or learn to like it more.

I won't have to leave my job; it'll do it for me. 3 years ago

I am pretty sure that my department’s function won’t last more than another year. I used to give it two. Now I give it less. I’m already spreading the net.

Sep 01, 2006, 03:12PM PDT | 0 comments

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