yeah so for the past 2 or 3 years ive been getting really tired after school and passing out for 4 hours every school day [not on weekends cus on weekends i can sleep in and make up the extra sleep i missed out on there]. i am aware my schedule is thrown off and ive tried to change it but i found that going to bed earlier and waking up at my normal time only works for 1 day and the next day im back to taking naps. :/ so today i decided at 5:30 that i wanted to take a nap, so i did. i mustve slept pretty fucking deep because i didnt wake up till 10 minutes ago, which was 2:30AM! fml. tomorrows a school day, and now i’m going to be awake all night. geez. what am i gunna do all night?? haha. i’m going to be so tired tomorrow. :/. maybe i’ll write my essay tonight. _
but yeah. tomorrows going to suck. or even tonight, like what if i decide in 3 hours i want to go back to bed? that’ll be at 5am. and then i gotta wake up at 8am. isnt it better if i just stay awake? cus going back to bed i think wud make me extremely tired in the morning.
fuck.


