What a whirl wind weekend!!
It is true what they say: You design your own life. It is what you make it and this weekend was fabulous!
1.Went to a Jonathan Coulton concert on Friday night with some work friends. Meet a cute guy from Australia. Found my theme song to my life: The Princess who saved herself. Found my good bye song for Adrian. ‘Want you gone.’
2.I had a totally smelly lazy day on Saturday and it was awesome. I worked on what I needed too but other wise I sat around in my PJ’s and watched movies
3.I bought the boots, tights and socks I wanted.
4.Today, I went to a leadership meeting at my new kikahn for SGI USA. Was totally inspired and got to talk to two very good friends that are going through some stuff that I am going through. I was able to see what i went through and now I am here to support them through their human revolution. It felt good to be there for them.
5. Adopted a new kitten and saved a life today. He is little. Fearless and all white. I think I might name him Aldrin or Emmett. I am leaning more towards Emmet but my friends like Aldrin. (For Fuzz Aldrin ;) )
I was approached by a friend at work and I have the opportunity to back pack through Europe and take the train system to 10 different countries! I am really excited and nervous! Any advice? So far my todo list consists of updating passport and saving $2900 for the trip
In EXBF detox you need to have absolutely no contact for 60 days. You also have to get rid of his crap that he left behind. I can’t do that just yet because it is furniture that I use but little things go straight to the trash. I have my break up buddy. I kissed my crush. Crush said I was beautiful! !! And I am learning things. Like being in the present. Taking care of my emotional health. Putting the DOOM into check and realizing that the sun does come up. Fresh start and move forward.
I get things I didn’t see before. Like Adrian looked like a meth head and he sold drugs and that attracts bad energy and karma. That he was ‘Creepy Old Guy.’ and ladies we all know creepy old guy. He’s the dude that goes after young women. He only hangs out with those who are niave and manipulated. h e lives at home with his mom. He’s almost 40. He works at a porn shop. Did I mention he is a weed dealer and got into meth?
Good thing the guy never had a sex drive and we always used a condom or otherwise I would be scared shitless right now.
He’s a bad dude and I now can see that being with him was a bad idea.
I highly recommend that books: It’s called a Break up because it’s broken and Spirit Junkie. They will help you on your journey.