IsACrybaby

The one thing I sort of dislike about dinner with family friends is the inevitable comparing. And of course, I always come up short.

And then I become really pensive. Ugh.

So tomorrow’s going to be an amazing day where I start making study guides and preparing for the panels and all. Yes, that’s right; tomorrow, I’m going to be a PERFECT person.

... Yeah.

I have homework I want to do but I can’t because it’s not the more important.

I have more important homework that I don’t want to do because I’m scared of writing essays. I suck so very much at writing essays. But that’s no excuse.

That’s not an excuse at all.

...Ugh.

As if I didn’t have enough stress worrying about the SATs next weekend left. But I really really REALLY need to ace these finals—they’re my last chance at getting a decent GPA. And if I’m ever going to hope to get into a college like MIT (okay, so I’m reaching JUST a bit), I have to be AMAZING, especially considering my lack of anything else to advertise and offer to colleges.

Whew, I can do this. I totally can.

Here’s my battle plan:
Seminar – No final, but there is that final conference. I’ll just have to make do with my presentations and essays and hope it’s enough to maybe give me an A-? Please?
Bio – Study guide study guide study guide, I’m going to go through my notes and condense everything. Maybe I’ll find some old tests and quizzes to look at as well. And ACE that practical. Oh, that’ll be tough.
Creative Writing – Make that story revision AMAZING.
Chinese – Look over and rewrite my notes, as well as finish that presentation.
And finally… Calculus. Oh god Calculus. That is going to KILL me, man I hate series and sequences SO much. Stupid Taylor Series can just go DIE. But I’m hoping I can steal Olivia’s notes and make a study guide out of it.

... ... So I got a lot of work to do. But I can do it. I think.