I’m not sure.
I still get those days where I get really upset and want everything to go away but recently I’ve been going through a hard time, it’s been horrid but dispite everything I still haven’t thought seriously about suicide. Obviously I’ve thought about it, it would be a lie to say I don’t anymore but I don’t think about it to and extent where I’m worried I’ll actually do it and that’s good enough for me.
I can’t describe how good it feels to be able to honestly say the words “I’m happy” _ it’s incredible, there’s is actually nothing I can say without sounding corny.
I wish you all the best of luck if I can do it you guys sure can!
Lindzi's Life List
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1. Ana diets, tips and more
12 entries . 2 cheers239 people -
2. Lose 10 pounds
20 entries . 5 cheers5,510 people -
3. overcome depression and anxiety
2 entries . 1 cheer342 people -
4. stop procrastinating
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5. plant a tree
2 entries . 3 cheers849 people -
6. be thin
8 entries1,037 people -
7. See my hip bones
1 entry73 people -
8. see my ribs
1 entry45 people -
9. be more flexible
473 people -
10. Lose Weight However I Want Without Being Judged (supportive people only)
1 cheer74 people -
11. run a 7 minute mile
1 cheer56 people -
12. Lose 30 pounds
2 entries . 3 cheers4,722 people -
13. Take more pictures
1 entry12,793 people -
14. Improve my posture
1 entry2,386 people -
15. be skinny enough so my thighs won't rub against each other when I walk
2 entries . 2 cheers110 people -
16. be more organized
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17. lose weight
1 entry32,175 people -
18. steal a street sign
188 people -
19. identify 100 things that make me happy.
4 entries1,838 people -
20. Have a totally different life by this time next year
1 entry884 people -
21. sleep under the stars
1 entry2,984 people -
22. stop obsessing about my weight
1 entry . 1 cheer21 people -
23. be someone's thinspo
1 entry34 people -
24. make a difference
1 cheer6,214 people -
25. be a size 10
1 entry95 people -
26. Send a postcard to Postsecret
1 entry . 1 cheer2,531 people -
27. write a book
1 entry22,038 people -
28. bake a cake
1 entry . 1 cheer167 people -
29. cover a wall with photographs
1 entry11 people -
30. decide what I want to do with my life
318 people -
31. Read my Bible
40 people
Recent entries
I think I've accomplished this...
3 months ago
When is the best time of year?
8 months ago
I really want to do this but I don’t know when the best time of year would be =S (England)
Kinda slippery...kinda nice.
8 months ago
The only reason why I say this is worth doing is because it’s just something I might have regret not doing.
It was kinda nice but yeah, non rainy kisses are better.

