ItsB

Want to stop feeling as if I'm just surviving & start Living again...



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  1. 1. Cure my insomnia
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    199 people
  2. 2. Be happy with my life and at peace with myself again
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    1 person
  3. 3. Fill my weekends with interesting, exciting, soul-fulfilling things to do
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    2 people
  4. 4. Sleep under the stars
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    3,713 people
  5. 5. Make new friends from all different walks of life
    1 person
  6. 6. Learn to love and enjoy the city I live in again
    1 person
  7. 7. Travel around the world for a year
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    36 people
  8. 8. Gain confidence and courage to do what I want to do on my own
    1 person
  9. 9. Get out there!
    5 people
  10. 10. Get out there & start taking some photos!
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    1 person
  11. 11. Stop worrying about what people think of me
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    17 people
  12. 12. Continue with my pranayam (breathing exercises) daily
    5 entries
    1 person
  13. 13. Sit on a verandah & watch the monsoon ... listen, feel, touch, taste, smell, breathe it in!
    1 entry
    1 person
  14. 14. Make Love in a forest, under the stars, in the Rain
    1 entry
    1 person
  15. 15. Find a better paid, less exhausting & more fulfilling career
    1 person
  16. 16. Learn pilates
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    264 people
  17. 17. Learn to drive on the other side (right hand side) of the road!
    1 entry
    1 person
  18. 18. Get over my fear of my father
    1 entry
    1 person
  19. 19. Get over my fear of flying
    2 entries
    265 people
  20. 20. Be true to myself and my needs, not compromise myself for the sake of others.
    1 person
  21. 21. Not be frightened to let go of friendships that are no good for me anymore.
    1 person
  22. 22. Create a lovely home with a sunny balcony
    1 entry
    1 person
  23. 23. Stop the self-administered retail "therapy" right now!
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    1 person
  24. 24. Do a 2009 holiday card exchange with my 43Things friends
    51 people
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get over my fear of flying (read all 2 entries…)
Another 4 flights later ... 1 week ago

Well, I’ve just done my latest stint – Been to India & back again – 4 flights and I’m still here!
I’ve flown long distances since childhood … never had any problems until i was in my 20’s and then one holiday, coming back from Greece, something just snapped – dunno … I’ve never been so petrified in my life!
Anyway … I keep on going – I wouldn’t say i’m over my fear yet – no way – but i don’t let it stop me from going places and weirdly enough i’ve realised that I’m actually “calmer” when I fly on my own … don’t know why that is …

Oh well, now feeling ok … until the next time!... Thinking about visiting the States over Christmas … but the thought of flying there is not something I can handle right now …



Get over my fear of my father
What do I say? 4 months ago

I don’t now…

I’m scared that i’ve even written this as a goal …

I’m not ready to say anything about this…

I don’t know if i’ll ever succeed in this – I suspect i won’t but …

I do know that if I do – this will be THE one major thing that will change my Life for the better and for ever …

I have absolutely no idea how. All i know is that its the one thing I really want & need to do for Myself & my Life.



get over my fear of flying (read all 2 entries…)
Enough already! 4 months ago

Seriously its a complete pain in the arse … I’ve really got to deal with this … Life’s hard enough without having this kinda shit to deal with!



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