Iwantaperfectsoul

I Feel fat and disgusting!!!!

The End!

I hate days like this where I just feel like I’m going to explode! Everytime I look in the mirror I see this big ass blimp!!! I’m so disgusted with my self at the moment!!! I hope you girlies are doing alot better than I am!

xoxoxoxoxo

I haven’t been able to come online for a while, My parents said they wouldn’t allow me online unless I stopped fasting! That was a bunch of CRAP now I’m about 3 lbs. heavier than I was which pisses me off b/c I had done so well before that, I was loosing weight steadily and was happy now I’m fuckin FAT again and I’m gonna start my fast tomorrow morning for as long as I can go regardless of what anyone says! I just have to work on ways of hiding it from my parents. I feel terrible about all I’ve eaten and how disgusting I look, I don’t want to look like a tub of lard!! I need to loose weight, help me! How do you hide all of this from your parents, I’m about to graduate college, but I still live at home and they keep there eye on me bc of my drastic weight loss, so now I feel like I’m stuck…I don’t know how to get them off my case any ideas girs? Hope you all are doing well and haven’t been fattened like I have!!!

xoxoxxo

First of all, we are not retarded, if you’d like I’ll show you a few more words in a variety of languages since you seem so keen on learning words in different languages, then maybe you can go insult someone who actually gives a damn what you think!

Secondly, I would simply like to tell you that making an entry like that will not help ANYONE in this forum! Oh, yes someone said that anorexia is a disease (Like we’ve never heard that before), so tomorrow I will start eating like the rest of the world, no problem! Like I said before, we are NOT retarded, we know exactly what anorexia is, some of us have only lived with it for oh i don’t know, YEARS! You aren’t gaining anything from telling us that we are retarded and that anorexia is a disease because, it doesn’t change ANYTHING! Most of us will read the stupidity that you wrote and be Infuriated by it for a moment and then forget that you exist!

Finally, we are here to support eachother in our goals and to provide eachother with motivation in keeping ourselves alive and provide an outlet to talk about things that we cannot discuss with other people. I understand that this forum is open to any brainless fool who feels the need to post things in order to offend other people (such as yourself), however we also have the freedom to simply ignore you! All you’ve achieved with your dim-witted remark is to make a few of us angry for a few moments, you haven’t helped ANYONE, If you really want to help someone go onto a recovery forum/website, leave us alone!!!

I DON’T KNOW ABOUT THE REST OF THE GIRLS HERE, BUT I WILL IGNORE ALL REMARKS YOU MAKE IN THIS FORUM FROM HERE ON…I REFUSE TO WASTE ANYMORE OF MY TIME ON YOUR RIDICULOUSNESS!!!

Well now…going on to better things, I hope all of you are doing wonderfully! I have been doing rather well, myself…Going on day 4 of my fast! I have been able to hit the gym all week as well, so I’m happy! Ok…well I’ve gotta get back to work…Stay Strong Beautiful Ladies!!

P.S. DON’T LET IGNORANT ASSHOLES BRING YOU DOWN, THEY DON’T DESERVE THE TIME OF DAY!