I'm doing 26 things
started pilates class!
1 week ago
I am physically shaking!I really must continue doing it. I hope the shaking stops as I get used to it. I always ‘shake’ during exercise. I feel so weak!
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1. feel special every single day
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2. Be really relaxed about men
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3. Talk more
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4. Write My Affirmations Daily
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5. Be involved with my music everyday in some way
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6. get rid of all my clutter
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7. focus on how green MY grass is
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8. keep a sense of humour
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9. meditate daily
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10. be happy with the way I look
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11. Feel equal to other people
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12. enjoy being me
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13. be comfortable around people
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14. Enjoy Conversation
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15. Build my character: Develop the characteristics I like the most in myself and obtain new ones which appeal to me!
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16. cultivate my own sense of style
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17. Have the most enjoyable and fulfilling Weekends
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18. Learn to play the guitar
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19. allow people to get close to me.
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20. be more articulate
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21. eat healthily
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22. understand my computer..
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23. exercise every two days
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24. be proactive
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25. practice compassion
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26. learn to swim
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1 week ago
I feel as if I am slowly shedding my old skin. I am not allowing myself to become affected by the old stories I had about myself before. It’s a gradual process but something is happening. I wish I could explain it more but I am just enjoying the feeling it brings.
Just want to say to myself
2 weeks ago
that although I can make an effort to talk more, I need to stop feeling as if I may make friends here at work. It’s not something I really want to push for. There are so many people I will meet in my life – who knows where I will be in 30/40 years time. I’ll have met so many more people and this lot will be people of the past. I don’t ‘need’ them or to try and get in with them or anything. It’s possible that I can try out my social skills here but I think I am selling myself short if I see this place as the be all and end all of my social life. I also cannot forget that others here are making friends easily because they are used to socialising. Not having friends here doesn’t mean that there is anything wrong with me (I always think this when I fail to connect with people who connect with others so easily) – I was just not ready to give anything at the time they were available and I am still not fully ready. I also differ in opinion about a few important things too. That’s ok too. There is more to come and for now, just focus on music and languages and on being the best you. I keep forgetting how far I have come and that I am coming from the point of an ‘introvert’ not a social expert. Gradually, I will be able to give to people, enjoy people’s company and enable them to enjoy mine. Sometimes I get glimpses of the fact that this is possible…All in good time. Relaxxx….
