JBean

Most of our thoughts are formless. Refered to as the unconscious mind. But given time and structured thought we find that we can clarify these elusive seeds. This enevitably leads to a greater understanding of oneself. So what do you think?...

So we are emotional beings. Free will and conscienceness is what separates us from all others. But our special design is not special as our children are told. We are nothing. Nothing but walking, chemistry set, water bags just waiting to be damaged so we can bleed. But we have such well defined and powerful emotions that I have to wonder what the limit of the neurotransmitters control over us is. Are the chemicals iron willed dictators, or drones of something more ethereal. What would it be like to experiance the maximum intensity of an emotion. Depends on the emotion. You see we have only our emotions to compare. We are without significant reference outside our emotional experience and therefore can never be comprehended and conveyed.

“There are 10 types of people. Which are you?” Hint:One Zero written “10” is = to 2 in binary. When a martial artist trains it is done with restraint. Otherwise you’d injure your training partner. Sometimes during practice I find myself wanting to follow through and just break someone. But if I am to do this I want to make it count. I think about a movie style street fight where both opponents are equally matched and I after fighing as fast/long/well as I can would spectacularly emerge victorious as my equal opponent, broken, crumbles. Taking his will with him. But I do not want to know his name. I could never do that and have to deal with the consequences. So every time I train, I fight myself, in an effort to hold back those most primal of urges to destroy. But I win. At least so far.lol