JEL21

So heres the deal.
I found this great girl, she means alot to me and I really like her. We were friends for about a month and 1/2 or so before we started dating. Then I asked her to be my Girlfriend and she said of course.

Well..My best friend bri, tells me from what she can see, im getting played by a sophmore. My gf doesnt call me, I call her, She seems to be busy everytime I want to hang out with her, But when we are together, its wonderful, and it makes me reconsider asking her if she really wants to be in this relationship.

She tells me she likes me alot, and she cares about me, but im not sure if shes in this relationship just to say she is in a relationship or if she really wants to be with me.

Maybe its too soon to tell, but I dont know If I should believe me friend that im getting played by a younger girl, or should I fallow what I think, that she is just living a busy life?

We’ve been dating for a little over a week, I know its not a long time, but you have to remember that how I feel is strong. I really like her, and im not saying goodbye first. Not until I know FER SURE that she isnt really into the relationship.

All my life Ive been writing lyrics. Since about the age of 10 Ive been writing how I felt in songs. I play guitar and piano and the beats help me get out what iM trying to say. I cant really sing, so trying to become a singer or make a cd isnt really realistic for me.

My Grandmother told me a good place to start would be Nashville Tennessee where alot of the music is created. I just dont know what IM gonna do with my life while im trying to make it there. I want to go to college, but music is my life and im not so hot at anything else. Maybe computers..But I dont know. Computers arent really my passion and hasnt been a dream of mine.

Whats realistic for me? Trying to make it down in nashville or staying in Wisconsin, and doing something else that can help me make it by in life, but not make me really happy.??