I need to work on my relationships with everyone I know, too. I’ve been in a rut of depression for about three years now, and all of my relationships have gone by the wayside. I don’t feel emotionally connected to anyone I know anymore, and it is very hard for me to create new relationships. I don’t know what happened, but the amount that I lost is great and I am desperate to gain back the closeness I once had with many people and for relationships to be natural and not forced.
JKHPL's Life List
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1. be skinny
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2. visit spain
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3. become financially independent
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4. speak spanish fluently
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5. learn to knit
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6. learn to use a sewing machine
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7. spend less time on the internet
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8. Beat my depression
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9. be better at maintaining friendships
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10. conduct good conversation
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11. speak confidently with people i don't know
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12. stop fearing the worst
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13. quit smoking
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14. wear something really outrageous in public without shame
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15. look pretty tomorrow
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16. try acid
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17. fit into my size 6 jeans again
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18. have a rendezvouz with a stranger in a foreign country
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19. complete my photo journal
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20. choose a major
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21. fall madly in love
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22. quit complaining about how i gained weight and lose 50 pounds
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23. be passionately loved by someone
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24. convince my parents to get tattoos
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25. get an A in math
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26. find a new job
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27. quit biting my cuticles
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I used to bite my nails … now I bite my cuticles. I put a bandaid on my thumbs every day to keep from picking at the months-old sores, but once I wash my hands, the bandaids come off and I nervously/unconsciously tear away skin. I can’t imagine how grossed out the people around me must be!
