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Well I used to be very observant. I still kinda am, but I have been slacking off lately. I’ll end up doing stupid things like not notice a light is green and ill start braking. This results in my passenger yelling at me and I start to feel like a dumb ass. I have no idea why I have started to space out when i drive and sometimes when people are talking to me which I very rarely do.

I can’t really think of a good way to overcome this. The only thing I can think of is maybe forcing myself to notice things. I could always take a good look at each area I travel or visit and remember to check if its the same each day. For when I’m driving though I think I just need to concentrate on driving lol.

Any advice would be greatly appreciated.

Its very hard to pick a career. I’m at the point in my life where I really need to buckle down and start thinking of something. I know a lot of people go into school undecided but i would really rather have one picked out and have my mind set on it. That would make my class selection so much easier and it would help me pick classes that might have more of an impact on my career of choice.

Its difficult because I see all the people around me that have one and are completely set on something. When i talk to some people they ask me what I love to do, then they tell me to think of something around that to do. I find that difficult because along with doing something I enjoy I want to have a stable career so I can support a family with the way the economy is today.

I do have a dilemma on my hands because I really enjoy helping people but I don’t see myself as a doctor, I couldn’t deal with dying people. Also I really enjoy doing manual labor, which I guess I could do around the house. I still have some time but I really need to come up with something fast.

I have always been organized in my own way. When i finally took a step back and looked at my organization it was terrible lol. It was a messy organized type of thing where if you don’t move it you can find it. I want to start getting actually organized. I don’t want to have to rely on my memory all the time.

I figure if i make everything organized i can find everything better and it would really help in other aspects. School for example it would help a lot haha. Also finding stuff in my room, it would give me back a good 5 – 10 minutes, i would be able to find thing so much faster. Also my room would stay clean haha. It could also help in daily routine. I could schedule times where I could work out or maybe do school work. Then i will have plenty of free time to see the people i love and/or do the things I love.