Jackoby

Always thought i wanted to play guitar. Even got as far as buying a guitar and books. Realized that it was too much work and i wasn’t committed enough to take the time and learn it. I also realized that I am somehow stuck in my youth when someone with a guitar was a hero. Maybe that is why they call people who play with those stupid games Guitar Hero. I don’t get that at all.

Today I am seeing a therapist for the first time. I have already been prescribed with an anti-depressant by a GP but have been reluctant to take it, especially after reading about the side effects. I don’t know why exactly I am depressed, but I have suffered with this for a while now and need to take steps to enjoy life again because I just am not having fun anymore. If this is a chemical imbalance, then I am willing to go onto anti-depressants to treat it. This is a major goal for me, as without feeling better I will not be able to progress much in my other goals.

To get to this goal, I have decided to take a Dreamweaver course this month. Since I have a Mac with a duo processor and already have Dreamweaver for the PC, I can use the PC software although I would much rather use a Mac application for building a website that can support e-commerce. Wish all software worked on all platforms, sigh….the age-old problem with Macs although I love them.