it’s not about her anymore.
it’s about him. and how he makes me feel.
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grow old with someone that I care about.
7 cheers |
2 people |
| 2. |
take more chances
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377 people |
| 3. |
find my place in the world
2 cheers |
141 people |
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know myself better
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155 people |
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be someone's muse
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224 people |
| 6. |
lose the weight i need to lose and keep it off
1 cheer |
519 people |
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learn to let people touch me
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4 people |
| 8. |
Sleep more
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1,741 people |
| 9. |
get a star constellation tattoo
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13 people |
| 10. |
get into nyu
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140 people |
| 11. |
get a phd in art history
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9 people |
| 12. |
Become a curator
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10 people |
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Go to a Radiohead concert
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205 people |
| 14. |
Improve my Karma.
2 cheers |
232 people |
| 15. |
own a vineyard
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101 people |
| 16. |
learn to be happy with who I am inside.
1 entry . 3 cheers |
1 person |
| 17. |
get a penpal
3 cheers |
320 people |
| 18. |
Become fluent in more than one language
3 cheers |
1,324 people |
| 19. |
find a pen pal
1 entry |
588 people |
| 20. |
keep a po box for sending and receiving clues and mysterious correspondences
1 cheer |
3 people |
| 21. |
find the perfect pair of jeans
1 entry |
615 people |
| 22. |
Learn to play Victor's Piano Solo on the piano
1 entry . 1 cheer |
32 people |
| 23. |
Send something to post secret
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680 people |
| 24. |
Take more pictures
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15,356 people |
| 25. |
release a bookcrossing book
1 entry |
58 people |
| 26. |
Exhibit my photographs.
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80 people |
| 27. |
Get a Doctorate in Art History
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3 people |
How I did it: I don't know how it happened.I grew more stressed, and I stopped eating except maybe once a day.I grew weak and unhealthy. EDIT: The eating one meal a day was not a conscious decision.instead, it was something that just ended up happening. I got too involved with other things, and it fell to the bottom of the stack. I didn't care anymore, I never had even noticed a large majority of the time. Read how I did it…
I love her to pieces.
And I know she loves me too, but I feel that for her first boyfriend;
She deserves someone better than me;
Someone that can love her better than me, if that’s possible.
I just know, that we’re meant for each other, but,
I always feel like she could have more, and be more.
Is this wrong?
She makes me so happy, and I’m just being selfish. I know she deserves more, but I never want to let her go. I just want us to stay in our perfect love…forever. I want to hide her from the pain of the world, and stay innocent and beautiful forever.
Just the two of us.