I'm doing 30 things
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20 months ago
it’s not about her anymore.
it’s about him. and how he makes me feel.
Stefano's Life List
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1. find a pen pal
1 entry553 people -
2. learn more about my heritage
1 entry . 1 cheer207 people -
3. get a penpal
3 cheers289 people -
4. lose the weight i need to lose and keep it off
1 cheer507 people -
5. Sleep more
1,623 people -
6. grow old with someone that I care about.
7 cheers2 people -
7. be more confident
4 cheers10,306 people -
8. learn to be happy with who I am inside.
1 entry . 4 cheers1 person -
9. get a star constellation tattoo
13 people -
10. keep a po box for sending and receiving clues and mysterious correspondences
1 cheer3 people -
11. find my place in the world
2 cheers108 people -
12. get into nyu
124 people -
13. get a phd in art history
8 people -
14. Become a curator
9 people -
15. Become fluent in more than one language
3 cheers1,310 people -
16. learn to let people touch me
3 people -
17. find the perfect pair of jeans
1 entry631 people -
18. visit new york
1,367 people -
19. Send something to post secret
666 people -
20. Take more pictures
14,328 people -
21. release a bookcrossing book
1 entry64 people -
22. Exhibit my photographs.
72 people -
23. own a vineyard
98 people -
24. Go to a Radiohead concert
200 people -
25. Improve my Karma.
2 cheers225 people -
26. take more chances
343 people -
27. know myself better
137 people -
28. Learn to play Victor's Piano Solo on the piano
1 entry31 people -
29. be someone's muse
215 people -
30. Get a Doctorate in Art History
4 people
How I did it
It made me 
How I did it: I don't know how it happened.I grew more stressed, and I stopped eating except maybe once a day.I grew weak and unhealthy. EDIT: The eating one meal a day was not a conscious decision.instead, it was something that just ended up happening. I got too involved with other things, and it fell to the bottom of the stack. I didn't care anymore, I never had even noticed a large majority of the time. Read how I did it…
Recent entries
I don't deserve her
2 years ago
I love her to pieces.
And I know she loves me too, but I feel that for her first boyfriend;
She deserves someone better than me;
Someone that can love her better than me, if that’s possible.
I just know, that we’re meant for each other, but,
I always feel like she could have more, and be more.
Is this wrong?
She makes me so happy, and I’m just being selfish. I know she deserves more, but I never want to let her go. I just want us to stay in our perfect love…forever. I want to hide her from the pain of the world, and stay innocent and beautiful forever.
Just the two of us.
