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JadeUnforgiven




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  2. 1. be anorexic
    2 entries     		2,651 people
  3. 2. design my own tattoo
    		4,516 people
  4. 3. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
    		7,507 people
  5. 4. cut my wrists
    1 entry     		70 people
  6. 5. Stop hurting people
    1 cheer     		30 people
  7. 6. commit suicide
    		1,284 people
  8. 7. stop eating
    		460 people
  9. 8. reach my ideal weight
    		136 people
  10. 9. commit suicide as soon as possible
    		3 people
  11. 10. drink less coffee
    		292 people
  12. 11. be more self-confident
    1 cheer     		549 people
  13. 12. Eat healthy foods
    		64 people
  14. 13. Be healthy, stay healthy, eat healthy
    		130 people
  15. 14. eat healthy food
    		194 people
  16. 15. eat more healthy
    		293 people
  17. 16. eat healthy
    		3,072 people
  18. 17. be emo
    		184 people
  19. 18. sleep!
    		1,384 people
  20. 19. having a little girl point to me and say, "Mommy, I want to be like her when I grow up!"
    		27 people
  21. 20. sleep forever
    		55 people
  22. 21. have a flat stomach
    1 entry     		2,293 people
  23. 22. meet Three Days Grace
    		6 people
  24. 23. Beat my depression
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		1,687 people
  25. 24. learn to cook really well
    		90 people
  26. 25. be an idiot
    		13 people
  27. 26. throw up
    		336 people
  28. 27. become bulimic
    		1,238 people
  29. 28. stop cutting myself
    3 cheers     		253 people
  30. 29. dye my hair
    		1,074 people
  31. 30. contact with sweetbox
    		2 people
  32. 31. see Dane Cook live
    1 entry     		72 people
  33. 32. get a tatoo
    		1,788 people
  34. 33. Get a tattoo
    		20,358 people
  35. 34. Dye my hair black
    		322 people
  36. 35. become a better person
    		859 people
  37. 36. Make love.
    		1,334 people
  38. 37. stop procrastinating
    		27,102 people
  39. 38. eat healthier
    		10,238 people
  40. 39. exercise regularly
    		10,593 people
  41. 40. Enjoy eating healthy in healthy portions
    1 cheer     		11 people
Recent entries
cut my wrists
Untitled 3 years ago

I haven’t cut for about a month, but looking it up, and reading other peoples stories….makes me miss it. I wanna do it again, and pictures make me want to feel the pain, and bleed again. =( Weird and sick, but i just can’t stop these thoughts.

Oct 04, 2006, 05:42PM PDT | 5 comments


have a flat stomach
Untitled 3 years ago

I can’t do crunches cause im too FAT already, i can’t even get up when im on my back lol, can’t make it to my knees =( I’ve tried dieting and all that shit but i can’t seem to stay away from the food =(

Oct 04, 2006, 05:37PM PDT | 1 comment


Beat my depression
Going nowhere fast 3 years ago

I’ve been improveing myself in the past month, but I feel like i’m falling again. I don’t feel like suceeding in school anymore, and today i just walked around in a haze, kinda. I felt like sleeping and couldn’t stop thinking about eating. So i got home and sulked and ate so much, and i was doing okay, read and finished a book, but then i got bored and felt shitty again. So i ate dinner and then kept eating sweet/fatty things, cause the healthy stuff has no taste. Once i got the food in my eyesight, i have to eat it, and eat it all, real fast. Like im a monster, a pig. I can’t controll it =( I’m real sad and mad at myself right now.

Oct 04, 2006, 05:02PM PDT | 1 cheer | 2 comments


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