Janers

Next year (2007) marks the 10th year of my mum’s passing. I donate to cancer research monthly but would like to raise funds next year by taking part in a run. I’m utterly hopeless when it comes to sports and exercise, and I’m feeling afraid and panicking somewhat as I write this. But it has been on my mind for a while and I know if I don’t try, I won’t be able to forgive myself. There! Strap on those shoes and start training!

Tickets for this event are already sold out. I’ve seen some for sale on eBay at £280 per ticket (face value £56). I’m still deciding whether I should bid. It’s crazy money and I don’t know that I want to pay so much. But if I give up on this opportunity, will there be another? After all, not sure how long we’re going to stay in England/Europe.

I can’t believe I did it!!! What a feeling of relief and accomplishment!!!! I’m entering my next phase of ‘self doubt’ and ‘torture’ now – trying to sell it (gulp). At the same time, also beginning on my 2nd screenplay (gulp). I don’t know if I’d turn this into a career. It’s exciting thinking about it but absolutely freeeeakin me out too.