JanithriK

This is like my ultimate goal. Because I have a ton of dreams and THIS is the platform to fulfill all those dreams.
It’s just I really don’t know how to!
I already attend a private university and I want to get transferred to MIT but i really don’t know how I can make it possible. If there’s anyone who can offer me one to one advice please tell me! :)

I have realized ever since I left school, I had become utterly careless that I failed a lot of the exams I took afterwards.
I need to be my old self again and regain my confidence that I will never fail.

Those days I was super stressed out. It was the sole reason I did this. :D
But things have changed and I’ve actually made myself resistant to many things and I’m more mature now. So I do know how to control my anger.
:)

So it’s May 2013 and I’m pretty sure that I’m nothing but Optimistic now. I had to go through certain things that changed me a lot.
But, I have to say I totally forgot about this site. And actually it amuses me to see my previous post on this and that I had listed “Become and Optimist” as a goal once in my life. Because I’m a total optimist now!
So, guess I have finally completed this goal without even knowing it.
:)

I have been inspired by so many young celebrities.I wish to become one too.

I’ve been moaning and complaining about everything since last July. But I’m gonna start seeing the good side of it.Well if I feel that I’m not in the mood to do something, I’ll fix my mood by doing something I AM in the mood to do…:D

I’m tired of living like an ass.I can’t control my mouth in public, I don’t mind speaking filth in public, I don’t respect people.
I wasn’t like this sometime back.
I’m gonna bring my old strong personality back to myself.:)

Why can’t I get myself to stop this!!!

It’s nice to see that a lot of you want to play the piano…I have written a How I Did It Story. If you feel like it just have a look at it. I’ll be happy if it helps you.

Guess I should start counting from 1 to 100 if counting from 1 to 10 doesn’t work…

I just went though http://www.daydreamingdisorder.webs.com/ (the web page mentioned in most of the entries here) and found out that i seriously suffer from maladaptive daydreaming.
Gotta put a stop to this…!
good ways to avoid things that trigger you day dreaming was mentioned in the web page. But, my biggest problem is I’m not supposed to get involved in any of the activities to stop daydreaming, Cuz I have to do nothing but STUDY within these two weeks and get through my exam. now my mom is yelling in my ear to stop this and go study. I seriously feel like smashing something in to bits. I don’t know what to do…and I know committing suicide is NOT AN OPTION!! though I really have thought of it sometime when I was very depressed because of this problem I have.
But anyways I’m not gonna commit suicide. If anyone of you knows a good and fast cure please comment on my entry…thank you.

I have my A/L exam in two weeks. But here I am day dreaming about my favourite actor!! Can someone halp me how to stop it?