Jcpizzarelli

For a longtime happiness has escaped me. Back in December 2006 my daughter was born. One of my happiest moments in my life. The day after my daughter was born she was diagnosed with a severe heart alignment. My daughter would have surgery an everything woul be fine, but that was the start of my downward spiral of depression. That same December my mother diagnosed with lung cancer and she would eventually die on April 15, 2007. Later on that May I was sued for a professional error and omission. I was later cleared bit it was just another thing. While we were waiting to purchase our first we temporarly lived with my father for which there was constant friction between my wife and I. We had been living there a month when we found out that we were pregnant with our 2nd child. Our son would be born that August and he was diagnosed with down syndrome. At this point I feel as if I am loosing control like as if I am having a nervous breakdown. I temporarly went on medication and it worked for a while. 18 months to the day my mother died my father passed away. I have been thru so much so much emotion, so much pain. It has affected my job, my wife, the people I call Friends. I sometimes I wish I could sleep my life away. I used to be happy, I used to be approahable and easy to get along with. Lately I have been tired of being a sad sack and I am looking for suggestions! I want to be happy again and I don’t want to fake it.