right now I am in the midst of trying to let go of an unhealthy relationship. It is with a guy who I have had relations with on and off for 2 years…not a boyfriend more like friends with benefits. Long story short he zapps my energy and disregards all the positive things about me. I feel used and the question is “Why did I like this person?” So I am letting it go…little by little…day by day…and everyday that goes by without him I feel a little more like myself.
Jeeska31's Life List
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1. Find work I am passionate about
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2. be myself
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3. Let it go...
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4. Action
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5. Know that I don't have to be the best, just try my best
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6. Lose 20 lbs
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7. get into the radiology program!
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8. Be kind to myself
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9. Meditate
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10. its a secret
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11. Face fear head on
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12. Never give up
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13. Say yes more
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14. Be able to sit with my feelings
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15. Keep my commitments
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16. Be independent and self-sufficient
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17. Fall in love
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18. Get married
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19. Go to an amusement park
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20. learn to rollerblade
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21. Create something really cool
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22. Stay In Tune With My Star Player (Namely Me), The Person I have to Deal With Everyday.
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23. straighten teeth
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24. Explore my creativity more
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25. Run!
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26. volunteer
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27. avoid negativity
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How I did it: I just enrolled and voila! Im in! Now my new goal is to Ace both classes! At first I wanted to get into chemistry but it was closed. With a little research I figured out I could take the Physics and Biology class to achieve the same goal of eventually getting in to the X-ray technology program. Read how I did it…
How I did it: listed 43 things in order of importance and chronological relevance (short term vs. long term) with long term goals appearing towards the end of the list. I plan to pursue each goal as they appear on the list (1-43) with a few wxceptions of goals that are short and long term like accepting myself for who I am, standing up for myself, etc. Read how I did it…
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I am currently out of work but had the opportunity to work for my friend’s dad the other day. It was just painting for about 2 hours and I got $200! But it wasn’t just the money- it felt really good to get physical and work and earn something. Hope he has some more jobs for me in the future. I am also in school full time and really want to get a job right now—especially before summer.
Sometimes I am afraid that just bieng myself isn’t good enough. What will people think when they see who I am? Will they think I am boring? wierd? maybe they will think I am nice and funny. I am tired of worrying what others will think- who cares? I just have to care about what I think about myself—and am I living up to my own expectations. I want to take a chance and show you who I am—whether you like it or not.



