JeffreyYu

My last post was 8 months ago. I’ve started residency and I’m a doctor. Everyday I tell people how to live better lives and try to fix them. I can’t seem to look myself in the mirror and fix this problem in my own life.

Its been worse since residency…its so busy and lonely and can be really unrewarding. Good to see all the people out here. Google the great internet porn off.

Women can be beautifull beings and not sex objects. There is something greater than pornography.

I haven’t written here for about two months. I started a new job, in a new city, and I don’t have any friends. The job is really intense, with alot of hours and a lot of the time I feel like I’m just keeping up.

Anyhow, I come home and I feel like that I need some porn to make me happy. I know that I’m putting my emotions into something that isn’t real. So this has to stop. I won’t be able to interact normally with people if I keep turning to porn for intimacy and fulfillment.

Its great to see people still active. As you can tell I have really struggled.
jeff