That was soooo sweet of soooo many of you to tell me how much you missed me. Really, I missed each of you too, but didn’t realize the level of how it would be returned.
I have been busy since I’ve left. Had my heart semi-broken (in a good way this time, LOL… they are all good ways- you learn so much from them.)
Have started back running, or trying to run (using my indoor running track -the eliptical ;o) to prepare to run 1 race a month each month in 2009.
Feeling more like “me” and not so much like “the girl that life sucks for”. That’s a good thing.
I’ll be more devoted again, promise.
HUGS TO ALL
I’ve actually tried very hard to avoid this site. Not because I don’t think the peeps on this site aren’t great – it’s just that, I’ve been trying to put behind me some crappy points in my life.
Since my last entry, I’ve actually found a very lovely boyfriend who treats me wonderfully. I’m jaded and not looking too far in the future, but enjoying each day as they come.
Yesterday, my ex-h got married and it put me back in a crappy frame of mind. Not because I want to be w/ the ex, or that I don’t like his new Mrs., but because of all the other girly, non-logical stuff that flies around in a divorced girl’s head. No- I don’t want him back, but NO – I don’t want anyone else to think he’s worthy since he never saw the value in me.
Like I said, totally illogical!
Typing it out, is helpful, and I actually do feel a bit better setting it aside here.
Will try to come back more and post some happy thoughts :o)
what’s also sad in tandem, is my beloved Sister Goldenhair Surprise who inspired my goal, is MIA.
I feel like crying like a bad snoopy cartoon… (okay, that made me giggle)...
My fairytale is definitly not finished, but thankfully, by the grace of God, my beloved cherubs and I will be wonderfully okay.