i think i have done it its took me a year but i think i am over him, i met him face to face for the first time in a year, and i threw out my dried roses he gave me and i moved his msn to people i really dont need to talk to contact list. it feels great! what helped was the book its called a breakup because its broken! got me over the hurdle. he doesnt get to waste any more of my life!
May 26, 2006, 01:55AM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments
i think i have gotten over him, i faced my fear and met him after a year of not seeing him. and i didnt feel anything, he looked like shit and the whole situation was redicioulsly ackward! yeah yeah eyah
May 26, 2006, 01:52AM PDT | 0 comments
you know all i want is to move on with my life and move away from you but its just that one thing that keeps pulling me back, deeper and deeper!!!.. i dont want to love you anymore i dont want to think about you any more, i dont want to CARE about you anymore!, i dont want to feel good when i think about you anymore!.. but i do.. and for fuck sakes! i hope someone out there feels my pain, cuz it burns a hole in my stomach!..i want to see you but i cant because i know how dangerous that is, its like fire, a raging fire that needs the entire department to put this shit out! But how long am i suppose to take it untill i crack, and the enitre earth gobbles me up?
i just love you and and i am comfortable with you and i dont want anyone else ... except for you.
Jan 25, 2006, 11:49PM PST | 1 comment
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foxyboxing wants to get laser hair removal
go to europe
burn cd's off of limewire
watch Full House episodes at any time
lose a stone
Learn to play the guitar
be pretty
Join the Peace Corps
put on weight
buy a hamburger phone
drink wine in ITALY!
katiya123 wants to stop picking my skin
Stop blaming others
stop being superficial
create a band
make a soundtrack to my life
be more spontaneous
find out why I'm no good at relationships
