I’m still an insecure middle schooler, waiting to burst out of my shell and see myself as what everyone tells me that I am.
JentasticJohnson's Life List
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1. Graduate High School
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2. Figure out a career
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3. get an Elliott Smith tattoo
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4. live passionately
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5. make friends with people I actually like
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6. think of myself as sexy
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How I did it: I et to the electrophysiologist and hadserveral tests run. One was the tilt table test where you're forced to pass out (long story), and was an echocardiogram, and I had several twenty four hour heart moniters, EKG's, and blood tests. It may be annoying, but I'll have to live with this for the rest of my life, and will probably have to have corrective surgery when I'm older. thank God for Atenelol keeping my shit under control! Read how I did it…
Ever since I was young, I’ve wanted to be loved. When i went to private school, pre-k until seventh, I never felt that love. All of the kids hated me because I wasweird. When I left private school ad went to Sebstian Middle School, I tried to find some kind of infite acceptance. I was still ery weird though, and still fought t be accepted by my peers. I found a group of frends but I nevr truely felt like I fit in. Eventually I went to an alternative school, The Acadamy of Buisness and Leadership Education, more commonly known as ABLE, I found that if I dressed a certain way and supressed myself enough, people would like me. I’ve lived in that dynamic basically ever since. In the past year I’ve found that all of the friends I’ve made I have nothing in common with, and I’m tired of it. I just want to b the freak I was born to be without being scared that my friends will hate me.
I’ve always wanted to be one of those people that have lived several lifetimes within their single existance. THAT is passionate livinv

