I'm doing 42 things
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17 months ago
Ie got an other idea…i go through all my experiences with girls and analyse ow i became so shy und unconfindent
I think of an alternative behaviour in each of this situations!
Jesse_Blue's Life List
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1. I want to write a good term paper without pressure of time
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2. be confident with girls
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3. find an occupation that is best for me
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4. find a father figure
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5. be a man
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6. stop scratching myself when im stressed
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7. not bite my nails
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8. learn Yuna & Tidus Theme on piano
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9. good connection to my gradfather
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10. be a photograhper
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11. meet Axl Rose
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12. get the top balcony of the main University of Hamburg building
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13. live 3 months a decadent and fun-making live a la Bam Magera
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14. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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15. have a authentic photos of me, which i like
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16. see guns n roses in concert
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17. throw a tv out a hotel window
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18. visit the villa at Magdalenenstrasse 64b
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19. beat my music teacher
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20. Have a three-way (MFF)
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21. be satisfied and not too critical
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22. Overcome perfectionism
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23. learn to sketch
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24. design my own tatoo
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25. sketch and design my own house
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26. go on a date with someone I met from the internet
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27. throw a huge party
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28. be more effective at work
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29. Build my self-esteem
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30. jump off a cliff
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31. Join a castle party a la eyes wide shot
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32. sit by the campfire and roast marshmallows
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33. learn to sing
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34. be more outgoing and confident with people.
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35. write a song
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36. play a rock concert
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37. beat Karl, Georg and Carsten at the bets we have
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38. have happy parents
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39. be there for my friends
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40. learn to sail
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41. join a canonball racing across europe
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42. Make prunks & make party dance uninibited
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How I did it
It made me
happy 
How I did it: I watchedm, when other people did something an than i learned from tham. I tried some things to do on my own and it was horrible , but the more practce i giot, the better i become. My self esteem ist better and i dont have the belief: I m not good at cratsman. Its not my alltime favorite goal to become better. Not evry man has to be a perfect craftsman. Everyone has differnt talents....and my perfcionism got me to be good in everything, a… Read how I did it…
Recent entries
Day 9
17 months ago
Not approaching girls… frstrated…overwhelming expexctations….and
excited after speaking to roland (but why) yesterday internet and this link to link addiction… not concentrated,, afraid i m not going done it effective and staright.
Strategy;
18-19 Vapiano
20-22 Learning
I dont have sister, i dnt look good, my smile is female.. id ont have a house in tunesia or intersting plans for summer, i dont have fruends withnwhom i can make a fun journey. ( GOAL-> Many Freinds with fun)
