Jessica1726

my family never traveled when i was growing up. we barely left the state. i have never been on a plane, train, subway, or anything like that. i had my daughter just before i turned 19. so i didnt get much time to really be a “free” adult. now i have two children who are both still very young and its hard for us to do those kind of things. but i definitely want to travel. i want my children to experience the things i only dreamed of when i was a child. i want to take them all over the place. to the bostons museum of science, to disney world, to the grand canyon, to the pyramids in egypt.

i am very easily stressed out and its not helping my relationship much. i need to calm down, forget about the little things, and not take things so personally. i need to focus on whats important and long term, not only whats pissing me off today.

i desperately need to go to college. to do something for myself and overall improve my familys situation. i have a descent job now, but i want something more. i want to work somewhere that i enjoy while also making a good amount of money. the problem is i have no idea what i want to do. i work in the medical field right now (passing out medications to inmates) but i dont know if thats something i want to pursue. AHH!!!