JetaimeToujours

I have faith that I can show people that even tho I have eccentric ideas and habbits, that I can do things I want to do and achieve the things I want to achieve. I do have dreams of my own. I dont need to live up to anyone elses standards but my own. And I will be the one to succeed. I want to prove to my boyfriend that i can be a better person, let him know he can do what he wants as long as it dont hurt us or others and i want him to know that i can not be as controlling and make him feel so caged and let him have his alone time.

is that there is always something to learn. every day you wake up involves a incomprehensible number of learning opportunities. big or small.you just have to embrace everything that comes at you as that, a learning opportunity. it will help you grow. one thing i want to learn is liquid dancing and gymnastics.

I feel so uncomfortable with myself and the way i look. My boyfriend tells me i look beautiful and that i look fine the way i am, and YES that does make me feel good, but i need to feel good about myself, i need to learn to accept the way i am. maybe lose a little weight but be happy with the way i am. I need stop thinking about things i want to do and actually do them.Stop letting things get in the way.