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I am so “not well” I totally like this guy (a bit of a weird situation but nonetheless I do) he has the sweetest personality ever and I really like the way he does things.. but I am so shy it’s driving me nuts… well I think rejection has to do a lot with it but being shy first… I don’t know what my problem is… I’d like to just tell him that I love his voice and find it so soothing… how I like his mannerisms, so humble how I like his laugh it’s cute very dorky but cute… I like that he’s active and proactive… I don’t think I’ll ever get to this point though… Lord help me to not be shy… I just want him to know, even if nothing comes about… his Mother definitely did a great job raising him… His looks yeah super cute but it’s more than that…

I’ve lost bout 55lbs so far and I can’t wait to lose more… I’m so happy and I feel much better… =) How? it all started off with stress, but now it’s all about being active and eating right.

I had a dream awhile ago… I was kissing a face I never knew- that does not happen to me often. In fact I was cutting hair and that was strange. I don’t know cut hair at all… I want that face I saw in my dreams. Not because it was beautiful but the heart behind it all was amazing.