Jorja991

is watching the sky and wondering



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Jorja991's Life List

  1. 1. be happy
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    21,816 people
  2. 2. write a novel
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    9,672 people
  3. 3. Fall in love
    9 entries . 5 cheers
    24,435 people
  4. 4. Improve my self-esteem
    2 entries . 9 cheers
    876 people
  5. 5. Make my parents proud
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    1,453 people
  6. 6. See Eminem live in concert
    1 person
  7. 7. stop being so insecure
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    400 people
  8. 8. identify 100 things that make me happy.
    6 entries . 1 cheer
    2,253 people
  9. 9. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
    2 entries
    6,961 people
  10. 10. write poetry
    3 entries . 1 cheer
    729 people
  11. 11. Lose weight and get fit
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    192 people
  12. 12. write a letter to my future self
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    99 people
  13. 13. Do 100 sit-ups daily for 100 consecutive days
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    209 people
  14. 14. Worry less.
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    4,545 people
  15. 15. sleep under the stars
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    3,710 people
  16. 16. Believe in myself
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    1,184 people
  17. 17. learn belly dancing
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    300 people
  18. 18. watch all scrubs episodes
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    1,002 people
  19. 19. be sexier
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    49 people
  20. 20. post randomly
    4 entries
    103 people
  21. 21. stop procrastinating
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    26,927 people
  22. 22. post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :)
    74 entries
    330 people
  23. 23. Discover amazing, exotic new music from other cultures, and love it
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    1 person
  24. 24. list 43 men i wouldn't kick outta bed
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    57 people
  25. 25. study psychology
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    257 people
  26. 26. Post poems, quotes, artful images, or songs that I want everyone to know about, or have had some significant meaning to me
    5 entries . 1 cheer
    51 people
  27. 27. Watch woody allens 'manhatten', because the beginning was so beautiful
    1 person
  28. 28. do well in my A levels
    9 people
  29. 29. Compile a 100 favorite songs list.
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    167 people
  30. 30. Learn how to draw anime/manga style
    1 person
  31. 31. find at least one thing each day that makes me happy and record it everyday for a year
    17 entries
    1,331 people
Recent entries
write poetry (read all 3 entries…)
Love Is.. 7 months ago

Love is…
The mother who knows
That her child will die
But who smiles and cuddles
Waits ‘til later to cry
And when he is gone
She still speaks to the sky
To calm his all his worries
And tell him its alright

Love is…
The friend
Who admired from a distance
But was there every time
When she needed assistance
Who managed to smile
When she found someone else
Shook her mans hand
And kept his pain to himself

Love is…
The skinhead
Who used to have hair
But whose sisters illness
Was too much to bear
And so shaved it all off
To support her through chemo
No hair to wash now
Her conscience is clean though

Love is not glamour
Nor roses and cards
It’s in the tears of a mother
Deep in everyone’s scars



get a job (read all 3 entries…)
I got two :) 7 months ago

Finally. After a year of posting cvs to pretty much everywhere in town and getting nowhere, i suddenly got offered three all at once. Flattered (and stupid) I took them all. I’ve quit one, because i just cant work three while i’m still in school and wanting to have some kind of social life..

So now i’m a waitress on sundays, and a cleaner on weekdays after school making just over £300 a month between the two of them. Trying to save for uni and a car, but end up blowing quite a lot of it on clothes, food and other stuff i dont really need. The boss is a bitch and my hourly rates at both are pretty terrible… i’m getting there though :)



Fall in love (read all 9 entries…)
love? 7 months ago

I was falling for him, and it ended. I never, ever want to feel the way i did after the break-up again, and yet thats the risk you take with love. I’m not sure if i was truly in love with him, but i know he was the closest i’ve ever come.

And i know i’m a hopeless romantic. I couldn’t give up on this goal even if i wanted to… so i just have to trust it will happen in time. And next time, it will be for real, and it won’t end in heartache and tears.

stay optimistic :)



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