Today, after nearly 4 years of trying, keeping it in my consciousness, failing, not believing, then focusing all of my energy on one singular end, I’m here, typing from a magical farm on Oahu. It’s surreal.
I’ve had some out of body experiences that last for a moment, but never a whole day like today. As I typed that, the version of “Over the Rainbow” by Hawaiian artist Israel ‘IZ’ Kamakawiwo’ole came on. No way! My life is totally synchronous.
My host picked me up, and took me sailing in Kaneohe Bay before I even got to the farm. And the farm? I feel like I’m in a movie. The farm is on a mountain that overlooks another mountain. Aside from you normal papayas, avacados, and other Hawaiian greatness growing, we have cacao growing here, and they make their own chocolate.
Really? Is this my life? REALLY?
I’m about to go to sleep, and don’t want to. My dreams will pale in comparison.


