JuiciJai

the difficult thing for me is not implementing things to get me organized but maintaining them! lol…i think i have a pretty good system set up now for my schedule and to-dos….we’ll see how it works over the next few weeks…next, it will be time to organize my physical surroundings…

well im a single mother which is proving to be a difficult task…my daughters dad is around but lives 3 hours away and doesnt provide consistent support for our child. so me being the best mother i can be is so important because im the only parent she has on a consistent basis…i think the biggest thing for me to work on is making more of the time me and my daughter spend together

this goal is very important to me because it falls in line with the most important of the four agreements, be impeccable with you words. this is going to be a tough one for me….im definitely a long way from quitting, but i am making progress. i at least recognize and acknowledge when im lying now…before i would lie sometimes for no reason and not even realize i was lying! i also have given some thought about why I lie…3 reasons…the little white lie which has absolutely no purpose, the lies i tell as excuses (most lies i tell fall in this category), and lies i tell because im afraid people will judge me if they knew the truth or it doesnt fit into the image that i want them to have of me.

i think a good first step for me is eliminating the little white lies, thats the easiest to stop doing and the most pointless lol. to stop making excuses, the best thing i can do is to be impeccable with my words from the beginning! to stop lying to protect my image i need to really focus on becoming the person i want to be instead of using lies to create the illusion…