JujuT

Okay – it was a false alarm…I am still not pregnant and trying. Sometimes I feel really frustrated but it is totally out of my control, so God please help me! Keep on praying…:) But today I feel that I am motivated again – there is always hope right?

Wish everyone here good luck again!

So my last entry to this goal is about 5 months ago! LOL. Anyway, in the past 5 months, whenever I received the reminder from this website, I felt not that good since I was not pregnant. But I felt happy to see it today since I believe that I am pregnant this time! I will go to the doctor next week for a formal examination.

There are too many distractions during the past year, so in some of the months I was too tired to try to get pregnant. I am praying God that everything will be fine every since now. :)

Wish u good luck as well~

So Oct. 9th should be the end of my 26-day period, so far I am 2 day late. I did one pregnancy test yesterday using first morning urine, it is a very clear negative – nothing there. I felt disappointed, but I told myself I still have the months to come to go on trying. There is an on-going distraction now – we plan to buy a house ASAP since we got enough down payment finally! So will begin to look around with our realtor this Saturday afternoon, WOOHOO! Felling really excited! Hopefully we can get an ideal house and move in by the end of this year or early Jan. 2008. I do hope my baby could play in our backyard happily!

p.s. I couldn’t sleep well for two nights- on Oct. 6 I couldn’t fall into sleep for hours! Feeling so anxious, possible because of the TV show Heroes, LOL! This morning I couldn’t fall into sleep after I came bk from bathroom on 5am..Heart pumping faster for two days. Hopefully I am not getting an heart attacks!