Since 5 days ago. So far I had 2 very short seconds of consciousness. The first time was floating above my body in a rocking motion. The second time was being where I was, but it was like I was looking through my eyelids. But the THIRD time (today)... as I woke up at 9am… went downstairs and listened to some Hemi-Sync ‘Brainwave Mind Voyages’ for about an hour whilst trying to sleep, I went back to bed because I couldn’t sleep downstairs doings this (as the audio was on my PC). So I was in bed at about 10am… and then it started to happen. I was playing a gameboy-like thing in my brother’s room, I think my goal was to set my soul free through his window (or retrieve it rather, with the window being shut), and in order to do this I had to play the game… it was me in my old school canteen (a lot different), waiting for my friends. They walked past me and ignored me, smirking. So I said “Fine ignore me then” out loud to the public when it was supposed to go to my friends. My arm was sticking out and I couldn’t put it down. So then apparently soon I’d realise I’ve recovered my soul (or rather, conjointed consciousness with my dream). I believed it to be entirely real at the time. Although I wasn’t fully conscious yet. My brother invited some friends.. I thought ‘fair enough, he’s got some mates round’. Then more came, and more; then I had a strong motive to find out what was going on. So I went downstairs… Just before entering my dining room there was a big chap with dreads sat down. I was about to say “Excuse me” to get past him, but he aggressively pushed me. I flew backwards as if near zero-gravity, feeling no pain at all. Landing near my front door I realised I’d just been literally PUSHED into lucidity. At this moment I was 100% conscious and was AMAZED. My body was floating off the floor and spinning and a slow rate, and I said and heard myself say ‘stop spinning..’ and then tried to rub my hands together to keep lucidity. At this point I woke up, instantly my eyes opened and I was conscious of exactly what just happened.
:)
Aug 09, 2008, 05:43AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
Since 5 days ago. So far I had 2 very short seconds of consciousness. The first time was floating above my body in a rocking motion. The second time was being where I was, but it was like I was looking through my eyelids. But the THIRD time (today)... as I woke up at 9am… went downstairs and listened to some Hemi-Sync ‘Brainwave Mind Voyages’ for about an hour whilst trying to sleep, I went back to bed because I couldn’t sleep downstairs doings this (as the audio was on my PC). So I was in bed at about 10am… and then it started to happen. I was playing a gameboy-like thing in my brother’s room, I think my goal was to set my soul free through his window (or retrieve it rather, with the window being shut), and in order to do this I had to play the game… it was me in my old school canteen (a lot different), waiting for my friends. They walked past me and ignored me, smirking. So I said “Fine ignore me then” out loud to the public when it was supposed to go to my friends. My arm was sticking out and I couldn’t put it down. So then apparently soon I’d realise I’ve recovered my soul (or rather, conjointed consciousness with my dream). I believed it to be entirely real at the time. Although I wasn’t fully conscious yet. My brother invited some friends.. I thought ‘fair enough, he’s got some mates round’. Then more came, and more; then I had a strong motive to find out what was going on. So I went downstairs… Just before entering my dining room there was a big chap with dreads sat down. I was about to say “Excuse me” to get past him, but he aggressively pushed me. I flew backwards as if near zero-gravity, feeling no pain at all. Landing near my front door I realised I’d just been literally PUSHED into lucidity. At this moment I was 100% conscious and was AMAZED. My body was floating off the floor and spinning and a slow rate, and I said and heard myself say ‘stop spinning..’ and then tried to rub my hands together to keep lucidity. At this point I woke up, instantly my eyes opened and I was conscious of exactly what just happened.
:)
Aug 09, 2008, 05:38AM PDT | 0 comments
Where’s your update, bitch
:D
Jan 05, 2008, 12:59PM PST | 0 comments