Beauty is all abou the way someone carries themself i reckon… they could be totally hot but have a shit personality or shit morals etc & then you dont think they’re hot anymore…
i just want to feel beautiful, feel like i am desserving of nice things & to feel good about myself…
to me drew barrymore is beautiful because shes so0o down to earth, funny & just takes everything in her stride.. shes ace
Jun 16, 2007, 05:41PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
hate being negative & angry but when it comes to my weight i cant help it! For me looking good is the only thing that is honestly gonna bring a smile to my face!
Being chubby isnt just about being insecure with your body, its o0o0 much more then that! its everyday trying to fit in, you feel like an outsider, that you cant ever look nice & you dont desserve nice things…(well thats how i feel)
Its like the worst feeling & i cant take control of it, i do for maybe a week & go really well then i get bored or something happens & i lose all motivation to keep trying!
I need someone whos in the same position to talk to..im sick of feeling alone & feeling stupid for wanting this so much… is it wrong to want to be happy???
someone talk to me…barbie_69z_to0@hotmail.com…. im open to all people, im easy to talk to & not judgemental… ta
Jun 16, 2007, 05:38PM PDT | 0 comments
Ive totally lost all my determination in the last 3 days…i cant stop eating! its just so0o0 god damm hard! i lost 2kg & weighed 58kg & now im back upto 61kg!!! im so torn & upset… if any of you have felt like this ide love to her from you! i need to get motivated again & feel good. I cant stand to feel like this & be unhappy!
Crazy how food can make you feel :-S
May 03, 2007, 05:19PM PDT | 0 comments