Jvickie




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lose 60 pounds (read all 12 entries…)
40 pounds... 16 months ago

I don’t know if this is really possible. Maybe way back when I joined the site, it was. Then I lost 20 pounds. I’ve been lingering around since then. Now, well… I’m moving on to 40; it is more realistic.



graduate college in 2008 (read all 7 entries…)
Done 18 months ago

I graduate on Friday. 3 years, first gen college stu, and I graduate in 5 days. ‘Nough said!



let go
Letting go 18 months ago

I’m sure we’ve all had this day… woken up and realized it’s time to start over.

I am about to graduate this week from college and still feel like I am holding on to a bunch of baggage. In one sense, I just want to change my phone number, deactivate MySpace/FB/and all the other random sites I am a member of, change ALL my email addresses and just start from there. I am already moving to a new city, starting a new job, have the opportunity to meet plenty of NEW people. I’ll be a college graduate, first in the fam, and don’t want to carry 20-21 years of baggage with me. But then again, I can’t let go. The friends I have been there for leave me standing in the freezing rain, the family I’ve tried love and forgive are so careless they’ve brought me to tears.

I know that I hold grudges. I know for a fact I do. And I pretend not to, but it comes out when you piss me off. I have to let go. I realize this.



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