I’ve been miserable at my job and it might’ve turned into physical manifestation, as in the past three months I’ve been home sick more than I’ve been at work. That does not work well when you have two jobs and neither provides sick pay.
I work so often that I don’t have time to do the things that make me happy. Funnily enough, I don’t even remember what activities used to bring me joy! I just can’t recall. Has it really been that long?
Plus, now that I have health insurance, I’ve been checking up on all the nagging pains in my body and have discovered so many more issues! For example, a permanent spine injury I’ve been ignoring for approximately 18 months! Not that there’s anything that can be done for it, anyway. The only issue I’ve taken care of in the past 8 years has been my depression, since I knew I would not survive without some psychiatric intervention. At least I have that.
I’m nearly over my latest illness, but now I’m in misery because I’m going to have to go back to work.