My brain enjoys finding things to worry and obsess over. As soon as that thing does NOT come to pass, my brain zones in on some new potential problem and does it’s thing. I’m worried that I’m causing myself stress by worrying so much. That’s right….worried about my worrying. I want to relax and live in the moment, but fears about the future have me playing out situations in my mind, rehearsing so that I’ll be “prepared.” I’m looking for solutions to stop my constant worrying that don’t involve prescription drugs.
KBean's Life List
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1. To live instead of exist
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2. Worry less.
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3. live a simple life
1 cheer196 people -
4. Stop caring what other people think of me
3 cheers3,982 people -
5. Learn to say no to consumerism
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6. Practice yoga regularly
1 entry . 1 cheer701 people -
7. Have more intelligent conversations
2 cheers22 people -
8. Go on a road trip
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9. Lose 20 pounds
2 entries . 1 cheer6,668 people -
10. take one photograph each day as a way to document my life.
1 entry . 1 cheer243 people -
11. Have a totally different life by this time next year
982 people -
12. be more grateful
1 entry . 1 cheer251 people -
13. stop being so lazy
383 people -
14. sing on stage
1 entry . 1 cheer138 people -
15. explore the city i live in
2 cheers276 people -
16. Make more "real" friends
148 people -
17. draw every day
1 entry . 1 cheer302 people -
18. be more interesting
1 cheer185 people -
19. become fluent in french
1 entry1,359 people -
20. get married
1 entry18,729 people -
21. live in the moment
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22. Start my own business
1 cheer8,663 people -
23. Improve my relationship with my best friend
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24. make a smaller ecological footprint
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25. Practice yoga 30 times in 30 days
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26. learn to paint
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27. figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life
124 people
I’ve been with my partner for awhile now, and I would like to take things to the next level, however we don’t seem to get along very well. Although we care about eachother, we relate to eachother in a way that isn’t consistent. We are both very immature and disrespectful at times and we’ve been trying to change it for some time now. The result of this being that we spend a lot of time talking about having a relationship and how that “should” go, rather than enjoying one another. I’m not sure what the solution to these problems is yet, but right now I feel we are in some sort of holding pattern and it feels really awful.
My heritage is French Canadian, so I feel if I’m going to learn other languages, I owe it to someone to begin en Francias.
