......I have a crush and I’d like to give it a chance, see what it happens. He seems to be different than the others, makes me feel I’d like to become a better person. It’s the first time that I feel like wanting to change for better, and not pretending to be accepted for who I am. That should mean something.
I don’t have any idea how it works, how is that “let things happen as they come”, I’m never relaxed if I don’t have the situation under control. He certainly doesn’t help, he’s introvert, shy, quite… and I’m completely the opposite! I’m so scared, but the worst is that I’m sure that I’m going to scare him (a lot!), if I haven’t scared him yet! :(
I love languages, cultures and meeting new people. I’m very outgoing, with every single thing I can lead to a conversation, and I do believe that everyone has something to say. As the years pass by, I realize that most of the greatest advices, suggestions and anecdotes I’ve heard have come from completely strangers (I’d like to believe that sometimes, somehow, those persons were some kind of messengers, there, from nowhere, just to tell me something vital) that I’ve never meet again.
Foreign languages give you the opportunity to increase the range of people that you can interface with, even to another level as they come from a culture different than yours, so most of the time they have a different way to see things.
I need time to find and meet new people to hang out and speak in other languages. Right now I can content myself by speaking with the tourist customers where I work (the only thing that satisfies me at work). I’m also thankful to be able to live abroad, so for me everyday means practising another language.
Yes, I have to admit it: my worst defect after being unpunctual is that I am a veeeery lazy person. And it gets even worse with the years!! I am very messy with my personal things just because I’m lazy to arrange them. And so I am lazy for studying, getting up in the morning, washing dishes, cooking, hand-washing my clothes, doing some sport, trying to find a better job, etc etc. The list could never finish.
I know that if I want to get things right in my life, the first thing I have to fight against of is laziness.