I'm doing 30 things
not sure
11 months ago
if its changing for the better but it is definitely changing…I sometimes surprise myself both in a good way and a bad way…
Kaori223's Life List
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1. Achieve my skills of playing the piano
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2. live passionately
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3. Appreciate the little things that make life meaningful
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4. Find a balance between the things I want to do and the things I need to do
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5. To live instead of exist
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6. live my life on my own terms, not trying to live up to the expectations of others
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7. be a better person today than I was yesterday
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8. beat depression
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9. Be happy and make other people happy
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10. accept the things I cannot change, have courage to change the things I can and have the wisdom to know the difference
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11. belly dance
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12. list 43 things that i like about myself
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13. Do a holiday card exchange in 2008 among my 43things friends
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14. become a great teacher
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15. Discover myself
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16. be more creative
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17. Write a book and have it published
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18. Change my life for the better
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19. simply love myself
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20. be more confident
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21. Post poems, quotes, artful images, or songs that I want everyone to know about, or have had some significant meaning to me
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22. speak english fluently
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23. forgive those who have hurt me
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24. Never stop learning
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25. find true love
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26. be happy
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27. pray more
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28. make people happy
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29. find myself, know myself and then be myself
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30. speak chinese fluently
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How I did it
It made me
feel alive again! 
How I did it: I was depressed because my ex fiance betrayled me but somehow I still wanted to put it all behind us and continue our relationship. But he choose the easy way and became a loser. I certainly dont want to spend my time with someone who does not respect me, treat me and love me right. First few weeks was really bad. I couldnt eat, sleep, go out or do anything. I just stayed in my room all day and cried. But then I realize that I… Read how I did it…
It made me
feel great.
How I did it: You know, cleaning. I just did it the way I always clean up my room but this time, I also took all the pictures of my ex from the wall and also the things that reminds me of him, and then put them into a box. It was a lot though. Read how I did it…
Recent entries
people changes
11 months ago
I have changed a lot recently or I am slightly becoming who I am. I am discovering some new sides of me. I realize that I am not that smart or faithful to myself anymore. Well,but I dont feel like I love my ex now so I think I am getting over him.
why
11 months ago
why is it so hard to get over him? not a day goes by without thinking about him even after what he did to me. i dont understand what my heart wants. i am trying to be okay in front of others but when I get alone its really hard to cover up my feelings that I have for him and lie to myself. i feel empty.
